Brother's Boys Night In

Last night my little brother was having a BOYS NIGHT IN! Yes, MY LITTLE BROTHER. To get the most out of mom and dad's trip away, he invited some of his mates for a sleepover, and played football games on the PS3 in the living room (infront of MY room) till dawn (cue the NOISES AND CHANTING AND SCREAMING).

And what did I do? Locked in my room, cross stitching while listening to Coldplay repeatedly. You wont believe it, but I was under ROOM ARREST. My brother didnt let me out out of fear I'm gonna ruin his boys night in.

After 5 hrs, I almost went out of my mind. So I sneaked out to use the laptop to go online and amuse myself. When he saw me, I quickly mimmicked a crazy face and say: "IM GOING BALOONEY FROM STAYING INSIDE TOO LONG! I NEED THIS GOD DAMMIT!" yeah I was pretty desperate.

Then instead of feeling sorry for causing this distress, he looked at me in distaste and say: "Just make it quick. We need the laptop."

I KNOW, PEOPLE. I KNOW.

On top of that, he ate my PRECIOUS HELLO PANDA. AND borrowed money for McDonald's delivery.

I've been locked in, stolen from and extorted.

When I walked back to my room, his McD came. So I pranced to him and asked what did he bought me. He said, take whatever you want. Smiling, I stole some of his fried chicken's skin. When I put it back, he pushed me aside and whispered: "We're having a boys night in here. So if you dont mind going to bed like any other good girl." while pushing me slowly back to my room.

He shoved me in, and very joyfully said "OK THEN HAPPY CROSS STITCHING!" complete with a really wide grin, then closed the door in my face.

I look at my brother, and all I can imagine is him being a pinata.

Consider it an early parting gift brother.

14 Days

My plane tickets arrived today. August 14th, written under the 'Date of Departure'.

Exactly 14 days from now.

2 Thursdays, 2 Fridays, 2 Saturdays, 2 Sundays, 2 Mondays, 2 Tuesdays and 2 Wednesdays.

My Fix

Back from Bali

Went to Bali with a couple of friends for the weekend. Gloriously relaxing, refreshing and energizing. Though the 4days, 3nights vaca kinda made me realize how much I need to go back to school. My brain is loading like the slow and retarded internet connection in Indonesia.

Overall I'm kind of glad to be home again. At least I wont have to see this bastard, whore-loving, bullshit-filled, thief and creep friend of mine. In case you got the chance to read this: I have no wonder why all your best friends turned their backs on you. As my rage diffused slowly, pity swells. The poor son of a bitch has got noone now.

If you claim yourself to be that smart, go figure why everyone close their ears when you open your mouth.

You managed to almost ruin my well deserved vacation. I congratulate you for that. I pity you.

Putting on a fake smile to reasure oneself isnt that healthy

When everything seems all ucertain. And your heart is filled with anxieties. You thought everything will be alright. Everything will work out eventually. You try to live as if nothing's wrong. But never once can you sweep the anxieties from the corner of your heart.

Then came another email.

And everything turned from uncertain to just wrong. Right now what you would want to do is go to your room, lock the door, snuggle yourself in the warm blanket, stare at the empty walls and play mellow music all night long.

All you want to do is allow yourself to breakdown. But another part is telling you not to. To stay headstrong.

The worst part of it is not knowing who to tell.

I want to keep myself together. Amidst all these. To inhale deeply. And exhale.

I guess the only thing I can do now is shove them all under the carpet and put on a smile and try to live my life. One uncertainty after another.

Oh God.

Coming Clean

Hello. My name is Denica. I am a Hello Panda Choco Chip Milk Biskuit-addict. I am also a recent milk addict. I eat a box of Hello Panda Biskuits with a glass of plain white milk every night before going to bed.

Silently munching the panda-head-shaped milk biscuits infront of the refrigerator. You see at your own reflection and you realize this is kind of a low point in your life.

Sip the milk.

Let the milk you sipped swirl and twirl in your mouth with the biscuit crumbles. And all those 24hrs you spent before that second was worth the wait.

Reading the above paragraph kinda freaks me out. Im munching my way up to lovehandles.


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My name is Denica. And I am a proud Hello Panda Choc Chip Milk Biscuit and milk-addict.

RICHARD IS THE GREATEST GUY ON THE PLANET

RICHARD IS THE GREATEST GUY ON THE PLANET!

Setting The Record Straight

First of all, I do not live like a cow. I admit that I sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon. But I have a really good explanation for it: Euro Cup. When ure watching the game to 4 AM in the morning, surely noone expects you to wake up like other early birds?

So nights post-Euro Cup, my sleep clock has adapted to the nights prior, leaving me fresh and awake until after 2 AM-ish.

To make my point even stronger, cows do not sleep in the morning. They sleep at night, and wake up at dawn to be milked by diligent farmers slash milkers. Hence, it can be concluded that I am very much not living a cow's life.

Secondly, I have tried to learn how to cook. I made beef capsicum the other night, and eventho it tastes kinda plain, its still very much edible. So dont let me hear any complain in that department! But I do realize where people are coming from, telling me to learn to cook asap. And yes, I am gonna cook more to prepare for my departure.

I'll start tonight!

So here it is, straight from the source: Denica does not live like a cow, and she is learning how to cook. And no, she wont be eating instant noodles all the time in Holland. She'll eat them occassionally.

I feel much better now.

Postcard from Them

3 postcards came from my brother, sister and parents who are now travelling all around Europe. Funny thing is that they all came from Barcelona I think. Here's what my brother wrote:

"Ca (my sister), dont go out too much. Im here on vacation, eating good stuff; gelato ice cream from every flavors. Bottom line is im having the time of my life. You eat cheap stuff in Indo k, dont eat expensive food, save money. Tell nik (MOI) to stop living like a cow and learn to cook. Or she's gonna eat instant noodles all the time in Holland. Be good guards there. Dont go out too much."

And below it there's his name "Evan" and his stupid signature.

Unbelievable.