Walking on people

It is in university that I met some of the most selfish and competitive people I have ever seen. I guess it is good in a way for them to be so competitive, to not settling and wanting to achieve only the best. But if you do it while stepping on other people to get to the top, you've lost my respect.

I guess I shouldn't let them muddle with my head. Really, for some reason I could not help but feel pissed. I feel used. Do they not realize their lies are so transparent I can see it even when I'm blindfolded.

But you know, on the other hand maybe they were sick. Maybe they were too sick that they could see the white light. Maybe that's why they do not have the power to produce sufficient energy to send me the paper.

I am trying to believe you, trust me, I am. But's its getting harder to trust people when they continually skrew you over for their own benefit.

But I am trying.

You just need to realize, my dear friend, that life is not a zero sum game. My winnings are not your losses, my losses are not your winnings. I know, because one can never lose. One can only win or learn something from it. In a sense, we always win. But that's just the way I look at it.