Would I?

They said that your actions justify who you are. "Who said?" they asked. "Them," I said.

Often I found myself wandering in the middle of the night, of my present life. Of who I am now, as shaped through the choices that I have made in my previous experience and occurances. Events that acts as a light house in my life, mapping my life into several different areas.

And often I wondered: "Will I still be me if I didnt do it?"

Will I still be who I am at this moment, writing this word on my laptop, listening to Kings of Convinience in the middle of the night, if I hadnt chose what I chosen before?

And if I shall be given a choice; a choice to repeat and redo, but most importantly change what I've chosen before, will I have the courage to take it?

Or, will I be willing to take it?

Words have came out. Things have been said, and done. Letters have been written. Choices have been made.

I dont know.